All things fall

Stanley Horowitz once said "Winter is an etching, spring a watercolor, summer an oil painting and autumn a mosaic of them all". I have always thought winter was my favorite season, please don't get me wrong it is definitely one of my favorites...especially living in the midst of all this humidity Houston has to offer I always look forward to our brief winters. The other day I was in my room and within me it felt like fall (autumn). For a minute I made the mistake of thinking the weather outside actually changed only to find out it's as hot as TX can hand it to you. The weird thing is I had that feeling two or three time within the last week. I felt the light breeze that brushes against you in a familiar way, the sun touching your face like God is saying "Good Morning", and that fresh smell of a new season. At that moment it occurred to me I LOVE FALL!!! it's the perfect mix between September weather and November/December weather. It's also a nice gentle reminder of how great God is, and how wonderful life can be if you just stop for a minute to appreciate it, and let that sun bathe you with it's morning glory.

Lalala

Lazy Labor Day....Listening to my bff, good music, skyping, but most of all just thinking....

I know it's a natural thing for people to ask what a person's next step is after graduation, but if I hear that question one more time I think I might hurt someone or at the most give someone a very very ugly look.

I have 31/2 months...in this time I have to learn to be still and listen to that still voice. Here's my dilemma I'm always too busy wondering if I missed that little voice. *sigh*

God please please please teach me to be patient when it comes to this matter and other stuff too, but especially this. Also teach me to be still, and let the fear of the unknown stay out of my life. Thank you :-)

P.S- I love you!

Something Beautiful

So my lack of updates have been due to my busy schedule, maybe a lack of actually wanting to do it. These last couple of months have been just something beautiful. A type of joy entered my life that hasn't been there before and I'm wondering what took me so long to get here especially since it as a mind over matter...well matter hahahah. Today I got the best compliment I could ever receive from anyone. As long as I have known my Aunt she's here and there told me I was a pretty girl, but today she just looked at me said "You look really pretty....you're glowing....are you in love?" Hahaha at that moment it dawned on me that I was so happy even people around me could see it in me. The truth is I am in love..I'm in love and it feels like the first time...I'm happy...and it does get sweeter with each passing day. I'm in love with my life, myself and most importantly God. Everything I went through these past couple of years seem like nothing now that I am here, and I'm only here by grace.